To me, I think my title kinda like as if I quarrelled with bf.Then Like want others judgement and comments. HOHO.

But is not, what I wanna say is...
I am getting fat fatter is it the cause on bf?
Always bring me to good food as in those restaurant and delicious food?

Inside the Ben&Jerry Rstn! Its very cool indeed! Got live band! But Its only on weekdays!

I think Maybe one fine day If anyone knew how to go, I shall make it weekdays to go over there!

Bf bought us a M&N Chocolate Fugde Ice-cream!
Inside the Ben&Jerry Rstn! Its very cool indeed! Got live band! But Its only on weekdays!

I think Maybe one fine day If anyone knew how to go, I shall make it weekdays to go over there!

Bf bought us a M&N Chocolate Fugde Ice-cream!






Oh ya! I went to demsey Hill last week Sun! With my Aly and My Jiazhi & last but not least my BF to celebrate Aly 18th Birthday!

She said she want to go there and eat the ben&Jerry ice-cream and so we headed there!

I woke up at 7plus!


JOG-ing time!

Early in the morning, just when I have the thought in my mind.
I am going to work? Then I woke up earlier than my normal alarm clock ring.
I still remember that On fri I already said tomorrow morning I wanna go jog.
But I am abit lazy to wake up and I am stilll with my sleepy head.
To No choice, I just push myself up from bed and went downstair bought dear's favourite breakfast.
I don't know whether to buy mine set?
I end up did not buy any breakfast for myself.
After I went up, I change into my jogging shirt as in my netball tee last two or three yrs ago.
Then I head down to the park which is located at geylang bahru which is newly build-ed?
I used my hp stop watch.
So from all the starting point I jog all the way to the very front.
I jog all the way in a small pathway and run towards the also call as geylang bahru.
All the way straight to near bendemeer mall towards the bendemeer pri.
All the way to the starting point.
My timing was 13. something la.
This is my starting for my kinda so call first round?

I think I should make it a habbit that every weekends I need to jog.
Only weekends I could make it.
It only must be morning!

Yesterday, I watched Mirrors after I off work from tpy.
Went down to meet Bf at Ms.
F1 Race going to start soon! Very fast!
Back to the movie,
Very scary can! I tio chuak a few times!
Shiok la! haha! My bf also. ssshhh... haha!
I kept grab him very tight! haha!

When e movie ended, I very sensitive to mirrors when I see one.
When we reached home, I went to wash my face, yesterday washed very fast.
I never really take a look at the mirror. Just washed and go.
AND SLEEP!

Ya, maybe later going to buy those sling bag and next going to buy,
I mean when my next my pay going to buy those without heels shoe!
I've got a few heels already! Oh no! I am looking forward!

Ya, I am brushing my eng and chinese language!
I am going to take part Singing competition!
Ya, I am joking ! Impossible! 

Alright, lets say about 12th sept morning when I am on my way to work.
Later then say about what I am going to type out.

*Ring Ring*

My Second sis called in the morning.

She called and said naomi classmates all wore outside clothing and she the only one wear sch uniform. So my sis ask me to bring to her school which is near my house. Then I saw a pink dress which I already see that is kinda small and tight fitting those type. So, I dun care and just bring it.

Reached there,when I just measured the dress on naomi body, the guy classmates ran out of class and shouted, WOW! Naomi so sexy ah? I was at there laughing.

Kindergarten already know what is sexy?

Then at first when I brought this dress to her, her face was so glum that she dosent want to wear or try it on. After her classmates said her sexy then she want to go toilet and try it on.
Sigh. Kids ah, nowadays~

I went in the toilet and help naomi to changed out the sch uniform.
The dress was small size and naomi just a lit bit bigger than the dress,
When wearing it on, I thought really could not button up.
I show naomi then button is meant to be at the back but e button still infront.
Suddenly, I struggled to buttoned up, I duno why I could buttoned up?
Naomi asked me, ah yi, hao le ma? I breathe in already. LOL!
So Cute! think of it I wanna laugh. :) 

Oh ya! I wanna remind people out there and warning to others who are those rude people as in just walk past me and step on my leg W/O EXCUSE ME?

BE POLITE to me UNLESS I'd be RUDE TO YOU.

later 2plus pm gotta meet my sec fren for celebrating my sec sch netball partner her bdae!
I love to her and I guess she thought I forgotten her. I

Both weekends I am booked. I am very tired. Type no more. To be continued? goodnight.

Yea! Went out dating again with boyfriend this weekend sun.

Boyfriend, I knew you dont like shopping but u still acompany me for awhile.
(But I very stress as I knew u dun like shopping but I love your companion.) O.o

We walk and walk, there my boyfriend goes again! hehe! Paid for my two dress!
I was about to take my card out and he said he help me pay. hehe. =P

I love the two dress dear.
Thanks dear.

Oh ya! Gals! QUICK! Go to MARINA SQUARE and buy the heels @ $12 ONLY!
I thought of buying one but my boyfriend stop me for wasting money. Its true,
Nvm, hopefully next week still got $12 heels. ^^

After our walk around, we went back to the buy ticket area for a seat at the sofa.
Ya, this the part where kinda funny.

I think is a last week or few weeks ago, when we sit on the chair that can be one seat only
but we managed to squeeze in.

This time we didnt managed as I sat only the half of the chair as in I sit more out then my boyfriend sit more inside la.

Then we saw one couple walk toward beside our chair and sit together but both of them is small size and kinda skinny one la. They did managed to sit together even is ONE chair.

My boyfriend look and me and laugh. I also laughed. LOL.
They just sit on it easily and without any problem.

I still need to squeeze. LOL.

To MY Boyfriend :

After work, went tpy to shop to see whether got any shoes or dress and clothings la.
After that, GO HOME.

Coming this Embrassed Part ...

I reached my home downstair which is the mama shop and I passed by I THOUGHT I saw my nephew which is excatly the same hairstyle, size,t-shirt. The kid was facing downwards.

I THOUGHT it was my nephew, when I gave him a push on the kid head. I heard the auntie Oi at me, I look at the kid as the kid face up and look at me then the mum stare at me.

I was looking stunt that time at immediately said sorry to the mom aka auntie. LOL.
Then I told her I thought it was my Nephew.

I walked as fast as I could to the next two lift but not the lift that I am going to take near the mama shop. SO PAISEH can.

Dear Boyfriend,

Even though I might not be the best girlfriend.
But Deep in my heart I love you till the end.
I dun believe there's any till the end relationship as I knew,
As long as my love for you is the same as before.
We're going on well, I believed you totally.
Pls boyfriend pls, dun make me dissapointed.
All I want is a very simple thing from you,
All I want is ur True love from you to me.
I cant imagine there's one day I lost you.
All the things we did
All the things we had & all the memOries.
Even though I think I might not have the deepest memories inside ur heart.
But I'd make sure I do it one day to let you touched by me.
I wouldn't want you to feel alone.
Promised you I be by urside.

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I dint go anywhere as boyfriend gotta work and I have been doing is afternoon went down with bf to eat and he went for work after that I go back and slack infront of com and there I go, SLEEP.

I slept at 4 plus and woke up at 6plus due to my mom called and my hp ringtone for my hse call one is like kinda noisy thats why i will wake up and I slept for a hours and not even 1 hour I think? So I cant sleep after she called. Then I make my way down to my house.

Went down with my fammies to sah bei loh to have dinner. Beforehand, its really hard to get naomi butt up of my house.

At the very first, when my niece after her bathe, she sat in my room. Saying she want to tie her hair. And she those very hard to please little girl. So at the very first, i dun have patient for her. BUT!  AGAIN! At the very first, I say nicely to her telling her that no rubber band for her how to tie? She start to give me a very glum face like she MUST tie her hair up thats it. But I told her very nicely for a few times that dun have rubber band how to tie? I've got my rubber band from mine. Then she said she dun wan tie her hair.

I flare up to her, asking what she want? She started crying saying softly she want papa and mama. This is not my fault. Dun blame me. Continue read. Then that moment we're going out. I think back I am so bad also. I lied to her and just switch off the light and close e door that we're going out. First time I lied to her then she run and switch on the light. Sec time I switch off again. She jus sat down there and emo-ing.

Last time, I think by doing this I sure cant make her go with me. So I change method to teach kids. haha! Back to nicely talk to her. Hug and n sayang her tell her properly and ask her what she want at that moment? She only said, she want papa and mama.
At the very last she go out with me!

Walk and Walk, she kept crying softly. Like very pitiful. I ask her nicely why she must be naughty and tell her dun be naughty. Walk till halfway then I know she ealry in the morning never sleep then she will at night then walk halfway I saw she going to close her eye and kept like almost trip over. I ask her whether need to carry her? I think I ask wrongly.

Next at the Malaysia bus waiting area, I carried her untill the rochor there, I almost faint and legs become so weak. Its 20plus kg. I thought I am strong. But, NO. I thought she like last time and I still can make it. At last luckily my dad saved me. I saw my dad trishaw! I buay tahan. I shouted across PAPA! LOL! I dun care paiseh le. I am fainting soon. Then I let her sleep on the trishaw. Phew~

YA, back to me. After eat dinner with fammies, I went to meet deline for prata and drinking teh. So nothing really. Later afternoon or evening I am going out with bf finally. And tml I am back to work. Its really fast two days off day is gonna be over.

Where am I going ?
Where will I be going ?
What will I be doing?
Go With who?

Ya! Its friday night you see and I am not going anywhere. Cus boyfriend this week is sun off day. One day of his off day and I've two days! He is my strong boyfriend alright. hehe.

I looking forward or rather I all along always looking forward to go every one of the dating with him.
I've bought a new dress and very looking forward to have a dating again and again with my Boyfriend! I think I had enough of my this month shopping even though I've bought FEW, VERY FEW.

This sun is coming! Boyfriend, Lets GO!

GUYS! Pls if you are this type, better dun let me see!

IF not, If I would have a chance, i would go up and give u a slap rather than ur gf Butt!

Yest sun 3 aug, went ms with bf to watch money not enough, but was waiting my bf to come out of toilet then I go in.

Alright, while waiting, both couple jus came out and walk out of e toilet.
When the guy went nearer the gf, he just gave a smack infront of others or rather as in PUBLIC?
A smack and a squeeze on e gf butt. He think he can do this and let others know or knew that he can do ANYTHING he LIKE and as HE WISH infront of others and Public place?

AND SHOW Others like he can do this infront of others like smacking in e ass and squeeze?
If I am e gf, I would surely scold that fguy! disgusted kns guy!

                  LIBRA WOMAN
                  Libra woman mostly has an egg oval facial shape. She has
                  a nice smooth skin and a good figure. She will spent so
                  much efforts to keep her skin clean and pretty. She can
                  be easily allergy to cosmetic and make up, but taken care
                  of her face and avoid wrinkle is her hobby. She is good
                  at it and tend to look younger than her age.
 
                  She can be very naughty like a little boy, but yet fully
                  100% woman. She looks nice in either Jean or night gown.
                  She thinks woman is equal to man. Sometimes she can think
                  faster than you, but she will not leave you far behind.
                  She will try not to make you feel like you are competed
                  or defeated in any games she plays with you even she is
                  winning.
 
                  She is a little flirt even she has no idea what she
                  wants. She can not decide what to do, and what not to do,
                  so she can not set her schedule very well in all cases.
 
                  She is gifted with how to dress, and how to match her
                  dress. She likes to dress in black and wear perfume. She
                  likes a mild flowery scent.
 
                  In any argument, she can really argue. She can argue for
                  hours, and mostly win the argument. If it is not a
                  serious argument, she could argue and once a while give
                  you a smile also. She will make a good politician,
                  because she can tell which party will win the election.
                  She always has a good reasons ,even she likes to
                  contradict herself. She can not decide what is right and
                  wrong for her, because everything has a good side and a
                  bad side. Woman in other Zodiac might not care what other
                  people think, but Libra woman care what other people ,or
                  what you feel as much as her own feeling.
 
                  She can adjust to her environment very well, so at work
                  she will be at the ladder up. She likes team work in
                  doing things. If you ask her for help or advice, she will
                  help you except if she does not like your guts. She can
                  change you and make you think you change by yourself
                  without her influence.
 
                  Good side of being with Libra woman are she never
                  interfere with your privacy. She will not make you loose
                  face in front of your friends. Even she cares about how
                  much money she has left his her bank account, she will
                  never forget to let you know how much she cares for you.
 
                  She think taken care of the house is a woman job and she
                  can do it well. But if you expect a Libra woman to fear
                  you, then you are wrong. She is a strong woman even she
                  looks at you with that sweet innocent pairs of baby's
                  looks and may loose you (let you win) in a few poker
                  games.
 
                  If she is the one you are after, then go step by step.
                  The best way is using her friends introducing you to her.
                  Do not make her feel or treat her like a bubble head. You
                  have to move forward toward her with confident and
                  secure.
 
                  Show her that you are a kind , polite and a real
                  gentleman. Be a slow hand or else you might get smack!
 
 

I am thinking Very hard, am I Right or am I Wrong at the first time and Day?

Or am I thinking too much.Yes, I went to ECP alone to start thinking everything I had in mind.I started crying out. So much tears and pain in eyes and heart. Friends called and suddenly heard my crying. I Dont even know what to tell them and do i need to tell them? Was so lonely at that moment and feel like I am so emo. Just when I see couples held hands and walk on the beach and I could feel the romantic. At the same time I wish I am the gf. Its really sweet when a couple at night going to either evening or night to ECP to walk on the beach. Ya, I love romantic thing happened to me. But, isit happening to me? Maybe yes Maybe no? I dont know. I started to think alot of thing. And I did think whether am I stupid to do everything? It is so difficult this time, I am afraid I am giving up on myself! And I wont take suiside for my problems in mind so friends out there, I AM not stupid for this!

Dont worry friends, I just want some peace when I had something in mind. And maybe this entry some of u wont know what I am talking but fine, I prefer talking in my own lang and own world. This time no one can understand how sad I am, JUST FOR THIS TIME! I am prepared for everything. I assume that I can take it for everything worst. I feel so sucky at times. I dont need more comments from people. I want True Love and True Care from you, is that difficult! I think too much. I dun think true love exsit anymore.

Later I am going to sch, 2pm to 630 and he promised me to have breakfast but he aint doing it. Ya, I am kiddy when come to relationship AND SO? Thats me alright.

I dun think I could say this, its makes more sucky behaviour! I HAD ENOUGH for everything!